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"goodbye to you my trusted friend".should i sing that line?i think i shouldn't.i got a text message from my very best pal.one in a trillion.the best friend,from other sex,for me.she's the best friend ever alive.for me.but i didn't know what am i to her.she said that she feels like she is not the best for me anymore.COME ON DEAR!you will be the best for me.even until i have maybe two or three children.yes you won't fade away from my heart.your text message made me smile insincerely.there is no reason to feel like that,dearest friend.i'm begging you,please stop feeling that i have thrown you away.that is totally crap.but yes,you may blame me for that.but i don't know why.as christ martin said,"when you lose something you can replace".and now,it happens to me.sorry friend,if i ever cause you trouble.i never meant it.tears accompany me as i wrote this down.i swear.